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2010-04-22T18:59:00.000+08:00

2010-04-09T01:45:00.003+08:00

I am so in love with the application on IPhone.. ^-^

In love with Lomo Lomo..

In love with the games...

And..Creamy was found the 3rd day after she went missing.
Our effort pays off.
Some kind hearted soul brought Creamy to JURONG. Cos one of the family member is staying at Serangoon area, and came to my area for Dinner on Friday night. They saw Creamy and thought she's cute, and brought her to another house of theirs which is at JURONG. On Sunday morning, they came to my area for Breakfast, and saw the missing dog notice which we pasted all over markets, coffeeshops, HDB blablabla...
They called us, say my dog was found, and even drove her down to us. :D
SO, we gave them $100 reward for giving back to us... our Creamy..

This stupid dog is still thinking of running out of house every now and then...
-.-"

:D

2010-01-09T22:41:00.002+08:00

It has been a day, still no news for Creamy...
Dear and i spend 2 hours plus putting up posters around my neighbourhood in the afternoon. Hoping some kind soul has keep Creamy safe at their home.

This evening around 6.30pm, i received a private call on my mobile, so Dear picked up.
I was so delighted cos i thought Creamy was found!!! It was only a auntie calling up to ask us where did we lost our dog and so she will help us to keep a lookout. She also has a dog, i guess that's the reason why she understand the feeling of losing a dog.

You won't understand the feeling unless you have a dog at home. It's really really very heart pain.
I really miss her a lot despite she has been missing for only a day. I would look at her photos whenever i misses her but then the more i look at her photos, the more sad i am & i would cry... This feeling sucks.

I just hope Creamy will be found tomorrow, she was last seen at around 6plus at my carpark yesterday.

Creamy, please come home, we are waiting for you...

We lost Creamy. . .

2010-01-08T23:36:00.003+08:00

This is the worst day of my life.
I lost my dog, Creamy.

I was meeting Dear at Tampines after work today, he just got his pay so we decided to have Sakae Teppanyaki for Dinner. But, the Boston Lobster set for 2 promotion has ended. So we decided to head to Sushi Teh instead.

While walking out of Tampines Mall to Tampines One, i got 2 missed call from mummy.
I called back, Creamy is missing.
The best thing is they don't even know what time she went missing...
I can't help, and my tears start to flow, i am so worried, i cried.
I totally have no mood to eat, so we took cab straight home.

We reach home around 8.30pm, put our stuffs, grab Creamy's favourite ball and went out of my house to look for her.

Hoping to squeeze her favourite toy ball, so that when she hears it she will bark and run to us.
We tried to look for her from blocks to blocks, levels to levels.
Shouting for her name, squeezing her ball, hoping she will response to it.
Each time a dog bark, we tried to hear carefully, whether is it her bark.
Nope it isn't.
We have searched my whole of my block first, no response from Creamy.
We tried the next block.
Dear then suddenly saw a white dog from 3rd floor, so i shouted, "hurry!!!!!!"
He ran down, nope it isn't Creamy.
This is shit, i feel even more sad...terribly sad.

It has been 2 hours plus, we still can't find her.
My whole family didn't had Dinner.
My cousin and his wife drove down from Sengkangto look for Creamy also...

We still can't find her...

I feel terrible now, we feel horrible now.
Its super heart aching.
She has been with us for 8 years.
Any kind soul, if you have keep my creamy with you, please return to me.
She will response if...
-you call her name, she will tilt her head left & right.
-you say "gai gai", she will run to you and wag her tail and tilt her head left & right.
-you say "mum mum", she will stare at you, hoping you to give her some food.
-you say "paw paw", she will put her paw on your hand.
She likes to...
-scratch on your leg to ask you to carry her to look out from the window to see birds, Airplane, trees & cars.
-sleep beside you on the bed.
-bark at cats but run away when the cat approach her.
-lie flat on the gate to wait for each and everyone of us to come back from work.
-bark non stop at stranger with her high pitch & multi bark.
-sleep in air-con room.

If you ever saw my cream colour, 8 year old shihtzu, at Hougang estate, please return to me.
She has become part of us, we misses her a lot...please...

2010-01-07T22:55:00.005+08:00

I'm watching this show again on Cable TV, my gawd..i love this show...
Haha! Its a TVB drama in the 90s, still remember i was in primary school when i first watched it and i fall in love with Chilam but not Louis Koo, cos he look so gay in this show & he is so freaking fair! Am considering whether to buy the whole series to keep. hurhur..

I really don't understand why HK dramas are so nice. I think its the actors and the storyline lah...
And no matter how Mediacorp is trying to produce something like theirs, i still think is CMI one...Hurhur...i just don't like Mediacorp, and the people too..Fwhaha..Its my personal preference lah.

2010-01-04T23:56:00.002+08:00

After getting all the frequent eye ulcers from my contact lens, and also my old spects which are giving me headache due to the different degree from my lens, i finally got myself a new specs for 150 bucks. Dear's friend also recommend me "AOsept" which she says it's really good cos u just have to soak your lenses in the given casing for a minimum of 6 hours and your lens are thoroughly clean. It has been a week and i really don't feel the itch and abrasion when i'm blinking my eyes, and my eyes are no longer red. Yay!!!!

Actually i wanted to rebond my hair instead of getting the specs but Dear says eyes are more important so he pull me to make glasses after i got my pay. Hmm, just hope my bonus will come this month end so that i can rebond my hair. Hur..

:( NO MORE LONG WEEKENDS & PUBLIC HOLIDAYS till CNY....this is so SIANED.

Starhub called me yesterday and told me i am their loyalty customer..LOLx..so they are giving my 1 yr free of HBO channels & 10% off my monthly bill, 1 yr 15% off my HP total bills, and 1 yr free internet access with the modem provided with 1 condition, i can't terminate the contract within a year :)) Hurhur....This friday i'm going to buy 1 more set up box for 8 bucks to put in my room, guess i will be glued to my bed during the weekends. I can't survive without TV, and i mean any movies or shows which are not from Mediacorp, cos the shows from Mediacorp really have err nothing nice to watch... Haha! And of cos i can't survive without Dear also :)))

2009-12-20T14:31:00.002+08:00

Supposedly, dear asked Asyraf to buy only 8pcs of Agnes B Chocs which costs $20, but then its xmas season over at Hong Kong, and everything was nicely wrapped. So...he 'Surprised' us with a 70 BUCKS chocolate..OMG...

It's nice...but still so EXPENSIVE!!

2009-12-18T01:18:00.002+08:00

This is Nice~

最想環遊的世界. . .

我今天我明天
最想環遊的世界
就是你最內心的世界

我後天大後天
也不疲倦的想念
會是你看著我笑的眼

管陰天管雨天
我的心會是晴天
照亮你多雲的那一面

2009-12-17T21:48:00.004+08:00

• N U M B E D •

2009-12-16T23:39:00.005+08:00

Sleepy. Tired. Loss of appetite.

My colleague told me, "Men are created on earth with 10000 credit limit of words per day while women are created with 1 million credit limit of words per day"

I think that's true.

Anyway, i went precious thots yesterday, and saw so many cute Mickey and Disney stuffs there.
There's this Mickey snow globe which caught my eyes, but it cost 100 over dollars :(
SHIT.
If i'm rich, i'm gonna buy all the Mickey stuffs there, cos all are so nice. .. damn it

2009-12-15T00:48:00.006+08:00

It's getting more and more frequent.

Im bleeding..internal and external..

bleeding internally is much more painful.

I guess being blind is good. At least you don't get to see the ugly side of human. Instead, you imagine, and create the best side of a person.

I have to peeeel open my eyes..

My headache is driving me crazy since yesterday.

I have taken 2 panadol extra awhile ago

I think i sprained my left arm on Sunday night, it's so painful...

Every part of me is painful..my eyes, my arm, my head..

worst of all, my heart

2009-12-06T21:39:00.002+08:00

Went prawning at Bishan today~
We woke up at 7 this morning, i was so sleepy so i ask Dear to sms Mak that we meet 9am instead of 8.30am. Cos anyway i got a feeling that this stupid Ron is not meeting us, reason is...this stupid RON sms Dear at 3am last night says he just reached home and he might not be able to wake up to meet us.

We woke up at 8, left house about 8 45am and cab down. Mak was late...and we started prawning at around 9.30am.

We caught 40 plus prawns. As usual, we brought our BBQ stuffs along to bbq the prawns!!~

Anyway...look at this CUTE PUPPY at the prawnie place!!!!

2009-11-26T01:05:00.012+08:00

HapPy 23Rd bIrThdAy mY DeAr!!!

We went to the ZOoOOo on Aw's birthday~
His campmate's aunt is working there, so...we got a pair of complimentary tickets..MWhaha
Luckily it didn't rain, but the weather was like super hot sia...

BOTAK!!!

We reached there at about 11 plus, the weather is so damn hot lor, majority of the animals were either sleeping or walking around in the water. At around 2 3pm then they started to move around cos that timing was also their feeding time.

This fellow here look so much like my Creamy..haha

Creamy relatives..

So Cute!!! i wan a Squirrel as a pet.. keke..

I was like super shagged already. . .so we had Ben & Jerry's..MOoMoo

We have been to the Bird Park, Night Safari and ZOoo...where shall we go next....

I was craving for "Ah Yat Bao Yu" at OC...wanted to go there for dinner with Dear tomorrow, my treat...but he says "Hmm...anything but i also don't mind eat cheap cheap" :(
I was craving for a week already... :(((
Then i say how about Marche @ 313?
He says " Also can lah, but then confirm very crowded one"
T.T
Ok lor...eat KFC, try the Black Pepper Chicken =|

My menses is coming soon and i am seriously craving for food every hour. . . . .
I weigh 43kg, but all the people says i look 40kg. FINE, my hair weigh 3kg...
I wanted to gain 2 more kg leh
I can eat a lot but my weight still remain the same T.T
HOW.......

2009-11-24T22:31:00.001+08:00

I trim my fringe :))
I know it still look the same..haha

Creamy BLEED on my thigh..she come Menses -.-"

1 more day to ZOOOoo~~

2009-11-24T00:32:00.007+08:00

Few more weeks to ORD sooo Dear is very free..
Sooo Thursday he went to Recruit Express with his friend and waited for me at OC after his friend went off. Yeah! He fetched me :DD

We bought these for our dinner at Taka Cold Storage with my 30 bucks Taka voucher.
We used vouchers on food again~

Then...he bought this, nicesh~ :]
And this Creamy is super "Tam Jia"
She heard us tearing the plastic cover, and was like waiting for us to feed her. BUT IT'S CHOCOLATE you see..so she can't have it lo...

Had Dinner with Dear's friends on Sunday~
My fringe is long again -.-"" have to trim it myself again....

My Dear Creamy is super old already.
She ran away from home at least 8 times but we manage to find her back.
The longest she went missing was 1 hour plus and we still manage to find her back.
OLD. And when we bring her out, people still thot shes puppy, but shes like 7 years old already? Haha
PLEASE CREAMY, don't run away from home again -.-"

2009-11-18T23:53:00.006+08:00

Counting down...
6 more days to pay day... hurhur

Random photos...

Got these cute donuts from Dear..mwhaha...quite long ago. Think its around Sept, he was at town so got these for me for my erm tea break.. they taste nice~~~

October Girls! Nana, me and Birdie~ Casey got these for us..cute rite!

Okay, Dear got these for me during my erm tea break again last friday..Hmm i was too busy to eat it so i brought it home and share them with him. OMG, they taste awful..haha...we both bite a bit and kept it inside the fridge. It's still inside my fridge now..haha

We had our dinner at Centrepoint Aston. I got the 50 bucks voucher so we thought of using them for dinner instead of shopping..we do spend a lot on food seriously.
I TELL YOU, the steak was soooo nice~ super super nice...wait till i get my pay, i want to EAT this again :) Anyway, while i was in the ladies and he's queuing outside Aston, he saw Stefanie Sun & his bf...he says her bf is very charming, look very hongkee and has a small goatie :( i didn't get a chance to see :( NVM, at least i enjoyed my FOOD~ :D

Went for my cousin's baby full month buffet and we saw this at the neighbour's corridor. Look at the babies!! They have 6 tanks and place them on shelves. There are at least 2 hamsters in each of the tank. Dear say maybe they sell the hamsters that's why they mate them. So cute..i like Guinea pigs too!! So Fury..hurhur

Evelyn's doggie so cute~~

And i am on the phone with Dear since 10pm until now...

2009-11-08T23:35:00.002+08:00

2 & 1/2 weeks to pay day. . .
I'm so broke...
and i really don't understand why...
I don't splurge...

This sucks...

Sianed.

Guess the only thing which makes me smile is U, erm...put aside those times that we quarreled. Haha..but not so bad cos last whole week we didn't quarrel at all!!!
And i'm glad u like my Oreo Cheesecake.. Keke..With the help of Juju~

2009-11-01T23:26:00.013+08:00

Look at this...
Disgusting, yep i know. Buts till happily, i showed it to my colleagues. HAha!!!

This is my milo which i've left it on my desk for a week cos i forgot to wash it!!! MWHAHAH

*Sweets

Seriously, i don't like pay day.
Pay day=pay bills day.
Aside from my bills, i spent another 109 bucks on medical treatment. SUCKS
I got eye ulcer last week and spend 30 bucks on the medicine.
Went to NDC for my 'dead' tooth..haha, spend 79 bucks.

Another thousand more for my root canal and crowning..but..luckily, i'm still on the waiting list, which means i've half a year more to save this sum of money. But not so bad, at least its an installment kind of thing. Maybe 200 plus per treatment :D

ArGh..Monday BLUES again...

last month @ Diana's wedding

I miss you dear, see ya on Sat!!! Hope to see Uu on Fri though :)

nites Dear :D

2009-10-19T23:10:00.008+08:00

Pardon me.

Some people are just real pain in the ass.
They are just simply ASSHOLEs..
You know what comes out from an ass? SHIT.
Nothing but SHIT.
These people are nothing but SHIT. FULL OF SHIT.

Okay, i'm done. Feel much better.
:)

Anyway, i'm back to playing Harvest Moon(Boy and Girl) in my PSP.
Harvest Moon, the earlier version, yes the game which i played when i was like in sec 3? Haa..

Anyway, old games are more fun, haa, like last time SEGA u know.
Those old big cartridge where when your games hanged, you have to take the cartridge out and blow away the dust, or banged it hard enough for the game to resume.
Haa, old school.
But i do missed those old old times.
Memories
:))

And recently, i keep hearing deaths..
Pass away at 20 plus, 30 plus..
Life is really so unpredictable.
Yes, there are times where we are so so so angry that we wanted to strangle that person or curse that person like hell.
But when you think of being angry for what your love ones have done, is it worth it?
Maybe we tend to say very awful words to hurt one another in an argument, but 'sorry' isn't so hard to say, right?
At least, how long more can we get to say I love you, I miss you, Sorry etc. 10 years, 20 years, 30 years? Definitely not forever.
If you missed the chance to say some things, maybe you will never get to say it again, and regret for life...

But there are still people out there wasting their time and effort on thinking of how to hurt others, and these people definitely DO NOT DESERVE OUR LOVE.
FISH MONGERS

And i think i will die very young :( I got all the old people sickness...
Both my legs are aching, "hong Sip" you know?
Recently the weather sucks, and my body and leg aches.
My health sucks since young, and i am just so afraid to go for body check ups. I just hope i can live for at least 30 more years..Haha..
i think too much -.-"
But BUT but...i start to buy hospitalisation insurance and everything already, just in case. Haa
Dying is not scary, leaving your love ones is then painful...

Aw. . .
I miss you~
See ya soon on Friday!
:))))

2009-10-08T00:10:00.001+08:00

Girls, if you free?
http://sugarettez.livejournal.com

2009-10-05T23:58:00.007+08:00

Got this from Dear for my Birthday present :)

Attend my colleague's wedding on Sunday. They got an extra seat so Dear was invited too :))

It's only the first day today and I miss you SO BADLY, but can only see you on next Friday :(
Okay, i know i am being so extreme, like sometimes i don't get to see you for 3 days i will miss you like crazy, cannot sleep or cannot eat. So this time, your confinement is 2 weeks, i guess i will only be left with BONES. Mwhaha..guess i will just stay at home during weekends to play PSP, PC games, wash my clothes, tidy my room and blah blah blah(And i have already booked my facial appointment on this SAT), to keep myself occupied.

Stupid confinement, and... you are BOTAK again. Keke..

And this month i am SUPER POOR. Weddings, birthdays, facial installments, credit card bills, bills and BILLS, Facial products, Dentail bills..ALL NEED MONEY. Expenses is increasing but my pay is...stagnant. So, Dear and me was hoping to strike Lottery or Toto and we bought them last week. Not even one SAI is open -.-"" super sian. Yes, i know if it's so easy to strike lottery then no one needs to work already....

Have you guys watch Phobia 2? I heard from friends that Phobia is nice! So i wanted to watch the part 2 so much. And you know what, IT IS SO BORING. Not scary at all. CRAP. HAha, but lucky the last story save the WHOLE MOVIE. Okay, the last story is CRAP, NONSENSE but then SUPER SUPER FUNNY i tell you. Every minute you will laugh like mad..

Okay, i am suppose to sleep at 11.30pm, it's 12 15am. I AM super tired from work as well, LOADS of work, 8 hrs is not enough. . .

Missing you~

2009-09-15T22:44:00.007+08:00

14 Sep 2009
Happy 2 year anniversary my Dear :)

Celebrate our 2 years at Conrade :))

This guy is "Whoa", i love his voice, haha. He sing with so much feelings. And i feel he look like someone also..keke..I do love Eason's voice a lot also, but i think this guy sing this song so much better than Eason, very touching..haha..goosebumps..

2009-08-31T23:55:00.008+08:00

Random pictures.

Prawning at Bishan few weeks ago.

Our catch :D
We both caught 20+ prawns altogether :)

Bought Dear a Fred Perry shirt, luckily we didn't bought it at Lido there, the one at ION cost 50 bucks cheaper and both are exactly the same piece. I don't know why also? Haa..But anyway we wanted to buy it at Lido, but thinking the one at ION might have more design...hurhur

counting down to 14 September..keke :))

This will be a looong week for me until 13 September cos Dear will be sooo busy. . .
Weekends gone..some weekdays also gone..Then early October is even worse, BMT for 1 month plus..errr...

AND WHY DOES WEEKEND PAST SOOO FAST?
Can we like work 4 days and rest 3 days?

I can't sleep at night and waking up in the morning is killing me. . .
Argh..

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2009-08-26T00:00:00.003+08:00

很多時後我真的好想放棄...

沒有錯, 你並沒有錯.

沒有對不起我, 你沒有.

只是你我都太固執, 我太敏感, 太沒有安全感.

對的, 我應該支持你.

請有些耐心, 我已經在學習.

或許你也該試著站在我的立場了解我的心情.

雖然那天我有些衝動, 說出不該說的話, 因為我以為這是最好的結局.

我害怕. 害怕有一天你會離開我.

但是當你問我,"這真的是你想要的嗎?"

我哭著說"是"

原來這真的不是我想要的.

兩年說長不長, 說短也不短.

就這樣結束我想我會後悔一輩子.

因為我們經歷了很多很多. . .

我太習慣你的一切一切...

太習慣...

你抱著我睡,
和你爭吵, 吵完後, 你都會讓我, 說:"Baby, 對不起"
你的嘮叨,
你的孩子器,
你的聲音,
走路時, 你搭著我的肩, 我都說,"喂! 你很重leh!" 然後我臉黑黑.
你還沒開口說話, 我就知道你想要說什麼,
我坐再馬桶蓋上看你替狗狗沖涼,
你對我的好,

因為還有太多太多的習慣. . .

所以不舍.

最大的原因當然是因為我知道我真的很愛你. . .
所以我再也不會說出那兩個字.

2009-08-21T16:38:00.000+08:00

It's 4.40pm

I suddenly feel very sian.

Should i just end it here or what.

I think if it's long term, i can't take it.

I feel horrible...

2009-08-18T23:44:00.001+08:00

7.30am forgotten.

Air con, priority.

Thanks.

2009-08-08T18:08:00.006+08:00

I just came back from facial. All the squeezing of blackheads, whiteheads and pimples make my face red and having bumps. Haa, but just for a day, tomorrow will recover! Yeah~ Was actually intend to go swimming with dear today but then the beautician say must wait for a week. Cos the pool is dirty and there might be infection on my face. OOo...so wait lor.

Just had a National Day celebration during our lunch time at office yesterday.
Hurhur

I have seriously OVER SPENT this month. SUCKS.

2009-08-05T23:54:00.001+08:00

I can't wait for 14th September 2009. Keke

Okie, i'm off to bed, someone is rushing me to sleep...

2009-08-03T23:51:00.003+08:00

Bought sushi at Cold Storage Tampines 1 and had dinner at Dear's house. I wanted to watch the 百萬大歌星, so rush back to his house after that. SO SHIOK, cos his parents and sister went overseas for a week, and the house is SO quiet, only 2 of us :) Enjoying our dinner with tv on, if only Creamy is beside us now. Hehe. YES, 百萬大歌星, cos today episode got Eason. Keke, i love his voice a lot. Mwhaha, as much as i love Jacky Cheung and Andy Lau ones. I think listen to their live is a kind of "享受" Hehe...

I'm taking leave on Wednesday cos dear wanted to go town jalan jalan. DUH...but then i'm already working at town, take leave still have to go town on weekdays? Hurhur, but anyway cos he don't want to go town during weekends which will be super crowded. And also, i hate to squeeze with people, especially if they are walking super slow in front of me i will be super pissed and pek cek, and very grouchy also.Ha.

I got a PIMPLE on my right cheek. SUCKS. And a lot small small ones growing soon.. OMG..PIMPLE　ＡＴＴＡＣＫ！！！
Gonna go for facial this Saturday or Sunday. . .

Time past really very very fast. Wake up, go work. Dinner, sleep. Wake up, go work again. This daily routine is making time past super fast, i don't want to grow old...hurhur..I am craving for bubble tea now :(

2009-08-03T23:48:00.001+08:00

Dear is going for his BMT this October before his ORD on the 14th Dec. Hmm..have to celebrate my birthday earlier, anyway it doesn't matter lah. Not important. Hurhur, guess it doesn't matter when and where you have to celebrate but is who you are going to celebrate with. Ha.

2009-07-31T18:46:00.003+08:00

Have been taking NEL to work recently. Cos i finally realised taking 72 to Hougang Mrt Station to Dhoby Ghaut is faster rather than taking 159 or 72 to Ang Mo Kio or Yio Chu Kang Mrt Station. Haa, partly also because i woke up late these few days lah, and taking NEL only makes me reach work 10 minutes later rather than 20 minutes later. Keke..

Anyway, was sleeping inside the train, then suddenly got a tap on my head. YINA! Hurhur. She say she saw a familiar girl there, then as she walk nearer, she saw this girl so "Gum Zek" confirm is me liao. -.-""..hurhur. Was chatting with her until... eh, i reached Dhoby Ghaut already. So fast loh. Guess we are still as chatty as before during our poly times where we can talk talk talk non stop. Mwhaha..

5 days a week at work, really don't know what to wear already.

You know I can actually stack my clothes aside for 2 weeks then i hand washed them.

Super sian.

Lucky my office is still not so strict, leggings are allowed. Hurhur. Cos wearing skirt or dress to work is just so inconvenient. Have to bend down pack things, carry boxes, run here run there..Haha..unless i work as HR la, just wear sui sui sit there..hurhur.

IT'S FRIDAY!!!

WOHOOOO!!!!!!!

2009-07-30T23:23:00.003+08:00

yeah yeah yeah!!!!!!!!!! It's F R I D A Y tomorrow!!!!!!!

SO H A P P Y!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!

Cos i can sleep MORE during weekends :)

Bought this tissue cover at Cactus Orchard Central today, for 8 bucks. Cute:)

Anyway, i SEE NO future in me. (Though my biggest wish is be a TaiTai..Mwhahaha)
I wanted to do sales, but when i think of having to work during weekends, really SUCKS. But only by doing sales, you can earn commission and by that, you can earn a lot :) Don't Know lah. Everytime think of these i very SIANED. DO WHAT?!!!! Hais.
And Sucks. Blogspot is having problems recently. I can't find the all the text formatting buttons. -.-"

2009-07-29T23:47:00.002+08:00

Dropped by Sephora @ ION orchard yesterday during my lunch break. Bought "Bianco Breeze" Hair & Body Powder for 20 plus. Haa..wanted to try it out first so i bought the small one instead of the big one which is triple the size. My colleague recommend me cos her friend says that its not bad. You know sometimes its really very irritating when at the end of the day, your scalp and the fringe there gets really oily, and its really very uncomfortable. Haa, use it for 2 days already...Hmm not bad. But dear ask me will my hair drop off after long term usage, err i don't know lah. Let's see...haa

2009-07-28T22:54:00.007+08:00

Should i have more confidence in you, me or what?
I really don't know who, what or how to believe.
I can't walk out of that FCUKING day that JERK sent me that SMS.

FUCK myself.
JUST FUCK myself.

I am learning to trust people. I am trying real hard.
I am trying.
Really trying.

No Lies. Promise?

I've been hurt once, and i don't want a second one.

I don't know how long more can i hold on to you. . .

I don't know how long more can i include u in my everyday life. . .

"Dear surprise me with Gold Class on Saturday. It's $36 per ticket, and i wasn't very happy knowing about this surprise. 2 tickets and it will be $72. That's so expensive for watching a movie! But you say cos Harry Potter is a 2 hr 30 minutes long movie, and cos its me, that's why you would want to spend on me. Knowing that you only earn $400 per month, minus off your insurance, you are only left with $300. I feel the pain for you. Ha. So i decided to pay for the dinner inside the Cinema. Its $30 per set, 2 sets makes $60.
Sharing expenses with you makes me feel better.
Cos i don't believe in bf paying for everything.
Since dinner will be so ex, plus the tickets, we had already spend $130 in just 1 day.
So, lunch will be a cheap one.
Sushi @ 90cents and half a Snow crab @ $9."

This was saved in my draft folder yesterday...

開心總是路過而已...

2009-07-27T00:30:00.004+08:00

Sigh. I really don't like girls to add you as friend, be it whether it's in Facebook or whatsoever. I just think that these girls are just real B**ch. I'm sorry to use such a harsh word to describe them. Yup, maybe they just want to add you as friend. But hey, he's ATTACHED, IN A RELATIONSHIP. Yep, in a relationship, are you all just blind or what? Cause i don't believe in widen your circle of friends as in opposite sex when you are in a relationship. To me, widen your social circle in knowing opposite sex is just saying that you want to have more choices. You don't need choices when you are in a relationship. Just like i don't accept guy friends in facebook, unless is someone i know. And the meaning of someone i know is when i talk to them face to face before, or my colleagues. If it's friend of friend of friend, then it's not consider as someone i know.

I am really disgusted by girls who does that. I'm sorry to say that if any guy who accept the request, it's really being unfair to your girlfriends. Yes, you can say, "add only mah" SO? You don't even know them. In the first place, you accept the request cause they are pretty? If she's not pretty, you won't even bother to accept the request. Am i right? It's really unfair cos your mind "shift" to other girls. I am not being over sensitive. But just standing at a girlfriend point of view.

或許女人是多心, 但是男人始終是貪心.
雖然男人也有專一, 但是女人始終是自私的, 只容許你心里只有我是唯一.

Anyway, dear surprise me with Gold Class movie tickets at Vivo City. We watched Harry Potter :)

Off to bed now...updating soon~

2009-07-21T23:35:00.005+08:00

We were both sick on the second weekend of July.

Really BED-RIDDEN.

Dear fell sick first on Saturday morning, high fever, so we went to Hougang Poly Clinic. Again, irritating, we had to wear masks. Argh. He got MC for 5 days, till Wednesday.

His fever was horribly high. 39, 38+ then high low high low, on off and on and off. So i have to wet his fore head over and over again to make sure his fever doesn't get worse. He haven't recovered on Sunday so i suggest to go to Tan Tock Seng. HAIYO...the waiting time was CRAZY, so the long. . .

Yep, Sunday midnight, i felt HORRIBLE. I was having fever too, whole body was aching like mad and i can't sleep. So, yep, went to see doctor and he gave me 2 days MC. I was sick, i had the medicine but i still can't sleep and rest. The fever causes me to have headache, and it was Fcuking pain till the moment i close my eyes, i felt my eye ball was dropping out of my eye socket. Whole Monday, i just lie on bed, open my eyes wide and stare at the ceiling. Until, tuesday, the headache was better, i could then try to nap and rest. It was terrible, even until Wednesday when i got back to work, i wasn't really recovered. Until now, 1 week already, my ear was still blocked from my flu. And yeah, my whole family was SICK. 4 Adults plus 4 kids all sick. Haa, not H1N1, but flu virus.

Dear lost 2kg, and i don't know how much i've lost. Anyway, we spend our 1 yr 22 months bed ridden. Hurhur.

And yesterday, we went to Sushi Teh at Tampines 1 for dinner. The salmon wasn't really very fresh. Paragon one still nicer. Hur

You fell asleep while talking on the phone, that's rude. I'm so pissed. Damn.

And SUCKS, my mens coming in a few days, PIMPLE start visiting me too. Damn it Damn it.

2009-07-07T23:17:00.010+08:00

How do you define beautiful?

Beautiful- having beauty; having qualities that give great pleasure or satisfaction to see, hear, think about.

Well, for me, i think a girl look prettiest when they have their make up removed. If you still look pretty without make up, you are real beauty. Haa...

Nowadays you see lots of girls wearing big/doll eye contact lens, so that your eyes look so innocent, wearing fake long lashes to make your eyes look bigger, having full thick make up and cam whore. . .tilt the angle to make your face sharper... so many ways to make yourself look prettier. Haa, but at the end of the day, you removed it, and ta dah~ thats the original you.

I really must salute those girls with full make up. How long do you need to do one full make up? 45 mins to 1 hr? Haa...i guess i rather spend 45 mins more on sleeping...haha...I do put mascara maybe once in 2 months? But when i removed it, my eye lash dropped. Argh, really heart pain, so in order to have healthy lashes, i won't put mascara :) It took you such a long time to add colors to your face and at the end of the day, you will also take so long to remove it. Woah, really so much effort.

There are too many ways for girls to be B E A U T I F U L. Make ups, push up bras, contact lens and everything. But at the end of the day, you are still you. Haa. But if all these really can boost one confidence, why not? BUT BUT, if your boyfriend love you for your physical appearance then it really won't last long. Today, i took the train to work, and i saw this old ah ma sitting in front of me with really wrinkled face, saggy eye lids and look really OLD. So i thought to myself, no matter how pretty or how great your figure are, eventually you will grow old. Why not grow old and be natural, and be the real you in front of your love one, rather than to pretend and making sure you have to look pretty every minute. HaHa. . .

I have friends telling me, "my boyfriend says how come i didn't put make up nowadays, say i fat already.." blah blah blah, Huh? Ask why no make up nowadays? Then should start asking your boyfriend, "you love me or my make up?"

It's just like be natural, you dig your nose at home, in the toilet? Burp loudly at home? Fart inside toilet? Fart under blanket? Haha..then do it in front of your love one :) If he/she accept it, woah..great!

YEAH!

2009-07-05T23:28:00.004+08:00

Sleepy Sunday. . .

It's raining the whole day today, what a nice weather to . . .

s l e e p.

Woke up at 2pm, slept at 5pm and wake up at 7 40pm.

Too many sleepless nights last week, weekends are just for me to sleep MORE.

Have you guys watched Transformer? Heard that there isn't much storyline and is so-so only. Haa, was considering whether to watch it or not. Hmm...watch it for Megan Fox? Mwhaha.

Dear and me wanted to watch Ice Age 3 3D last Friday but then there wasn't any late time slots at Tampines, so we decided to catch it on Saturday. Haa, we woke up quite late and the tickets were selling fast. Try our luck next Friday.

It's Youth day tomorrow! Good for the kids, holiday for them but we still have to work.
Sian.

2009-06-29T21:41:00.007+08:00

I got an MC for tomorrow. Anyway, i just take for shuang only, cos i guess i will still be going to work.

"Just that your most loved people dun understand you like you expect them to" This is totally right. Absolutely right, and this is the main reason which upset me most of the time. . .

Haha. . .

"you care about your family and your boyfriend the most, so anything about them will make you super sad or super happy." So True... "But are they putting you as priorty not?" I think i don't want to know. Haa

" Loving a guy is like loving the sport u admire the most, it is hard work, takes alot of your time, but it is worth getting hot, sweaty n upset about ".

2009-06-28T17:08:00.005+08:00

Another Mickey from Dear, added to my Mickey collections :))

The jigsaw he did the other time. Hurhur

From him :)))

From me to him..keke. He don't like too many wires, so he saw this and wanted this.

2009-06-17T00:02:00.004+08:00

My girls colleagues

Yay! It's my off day tomorrow! Meeting dear for breakfast then gonna accompany him for his Medical Appointment, and heading to his house after that :)

2009-06-14T16:53:00.004+08:00

I hate 'EXCUSES"

ex⋅cuse is . . .

1.	to regard or judge with forgiveness or indulgence; pardon or forgive; overlook (a fault, error, etc.): Excuse his bad manners.

2.	to offer an apology for; seek to remove the blame of: He excused his absence by saying that he was ill.

3.	to serve as an apology or justification for; justify: Ignorance of the law excuses no one.

4.	to release from an obligation or duty: to be excused from jury duty.

–noun

8.	an explanation offered as a reason for being excused; a plea offered in extenuation of a fault or for release from an obligation, promise, etc.: His excuse for being late was unacceptable.

9.	a ground or reason for excusing or being excused: Ignorance is no excuse.

10.	the act of excusing someone or something.

Just Being Contradicting . . .

con⋅tra⋅dict is . . .

–verb (used with object)

1.	to assert the contrary or opposite of; deny directly and categorically.

2.	to speak contrary to the assertions of: to contradict oneself.

3.	(of an action or event) to imply a denial of: His way of life contradicts his stated principles.

4.	Obsolete. to speak or declare against; oppose.

Can i have a Lie detector for my birthday present?
That would be great.

2009-06-10T23:12:00.003+08:00

I was chatting with my colleagues and realised i have to start my saving plan ASAP. So fast, i'm turning 23 this October. OLD. HA. . .

Recently i've been calculating my pay, my bills, and everything and I realized my savings are too little. So...my aim for next month is to set aside at least $400 each month and transfer them to MSA at POSB. Like that i should have at least $4.5k per year. Haha, Minus off from my pay to pay bills and everything, i am still left with $300 to spend each month. I think i can do it by stop spending things on unneccesary stuffs and think twice before buying anything. Should i buy this? I have to ask myself whether it's my wants or my needs? So i am controlling myself to buy only 2 or 3 pcs of clothes per month maximum. Money is really so important and we have to save it for our future needs. =)) Actually i think i spend really very little already, what i spend most on is food instead. Haha, cos i never splurge on branded stuffs, Keke so it shouldn't be a problem. . Jia You to myself!

:)

2009-06-09T21:43:00.003+08:00

Okay. I am finally going to receive my items soon. The package was returned to the sender due to damage and torn of the envelope. They even took pictures to show me they have actually send out the items but was bounce back to them.

ME SO HAPPY

2009-06-06T15:19:00.012+08:00

SIANED. SUPER SIANED

I want to cry already. I've been online shopping for 3 years. This is the first time i bought clothes and after a week plus still have not received anything. My colleague recommend me catwalkclose.livejournal and ya, i bought in bulk for $102. I don't know why i forgot to choose registered mail. FOR ONCE only, i forgot to opt for registered mail and something like this happend. The person said they have sent out already but it has been a week and i have not received it. She said that the items might be too big to squeeze into my mailbox, and the postman maybe will provide a notification slip to inform me my items is stuck at the singpost. Until now i still haven't received any. SUCKS. so i emailed singpost and this is what they replied me.

"Dear Ms Zhang Shushan,

We are sorry to learn that mail to Blk 6** Hougang Ave * #**-*** S(5306**) was not received by you.

As all ordinary mail posted or received from locall or overseas is delivered as addressed and no record is maintained on them during any stage of their transmission,we regret that we are unable to determine precisely the whereabouts of your mail items.We have checked our card send items record from 28/05/2009 to 05/06/2009 found no trace.We would like to assure you that every possible care is taken in the safety and security of mail at our end.We will monitor mail addressed to you for the next one week.

We are sorry for the inconvenient caused.Should you have feedback on our mail delivery service,please call me Mr Hussin Bin Abu Bakar,Manager of Upper Serangoon Road Delivery Base at telephone number as stated below.

Best regards to you and your family."

Really SUCKS. i paid 100 over dollars and received nothing. FIRST time like that. The chance of having lost mail is so low and it happen to me? Is it lost mail or what? They wrote my address wrongly on the mail or what?

WTF. So SUAY.

FCUK.

Anyway, look at this guy he LOOK SO LIKE ANDY LAU. BUT real Andy has more charisma compare to the fake Andy

Fake Andy

""On 17 May, the reporter found out that Andy’s body double is John Du Yi-heng from Chengdu, he accepted a phone interview with the reporter.

“When both of us were standing in front of the crew members, they could not differentiate who is who! Especially every time we had put up our makeup, the crew members would mistaken me as Andy.” John told reporter that since he joined the shooting for Di Ren Jie in April, he had injuries on most part of his body throughout these two weeks. “So tired, we shot throughout the night almost everyday.”

John exclaimed that all the fighting, weapons and hanging on wires….all these dangerous scenes resulted in injuries, being the long term body double for Andy, he came to a conclusion of aching legs at the end of the day. Many people admired John to be able to become the body double of Andy, but only he himself know the pain, he said: “Being the body double of a celebrity is not easy! The director’s requirement will be very high, even I’m just the body double, every small movement must also be perfect, because I’m the body double of a superstar.” John revealed that it’s most difficult to learn the stare of Andy which he had put in a lot of effort.

Due to his resemble to Andy, John had many movie offers, but his greatest aim is to get away from the images of Andy. John exclaimed that he would be joining the cast of Ip Man 2 where he would get quite a number of screen time.""

2009-06-01T00:17:00.007+08:00

29th May.Friday

Sushi from Giant for our dinner. The prices for the sushi was slashed, and it's very cheap. Hee...So we decided to buy from there instead of going to sushi teh or sakae sushi and pay for the Service Charge. . .

30th May 2009.Saturday

Sims 3 is FINALLY OUT. Mwhaha, waited so long since Feb? Went over to Dear's place and he help me installed the game, so he can play on his PC and mine on my Laptop. Keke. . .

Little Miss Sunshine & Mr Small.
Dear bought it at 7-11. They are cute though :))

23rd May 2009.Saturday

Dear received an invitation from his boss to Equinox. It was Aiden's 1 month old celebration~
It was on the 60 plus floor, and the view is woah. . . you can see the Singapore Flyer and all the high rise building at town... =( forgot to take any photos. Hurhur. Anyway, Felicia Chin, Nat Ho and Dai Yang tian were present at the dinner too. I was rather interested in the view outside rather than them cos. . .they are from Mediacorp... Mwhaha, personally, i don't really like local artists. Fwhaha, cos i think they lack of some kind of erm. . .i don't know how to explain. Hurhur. But if there's artists from HK, i will be very excited. Haha

My name was spelt wrongly -.-""

2009-05-16T00:36:00.011+08:00

It's Friday! WohOo!

It has been 3 weeks since i started my new job, and everyday is like so busy~
So many packing of books, certificates, posting out of assignments, writing invitation cards blah blah blah to do. I injured my fingers and hands with so many paper cuts, carton cuts, plaster here and there. Haha...but i must say i like my new job :)

Nice and friendly colleagues, understanding boss and managers. Keke, and what i'm most happy is my working hours, 10am to 7pm. Mwhaha~! Because. . .I can wake up at 8am!! Bathe 15 mins, make up 5 mins, change 5 mins, dried my hair 10 mins and i'm still left with 25 mins to read newspaper, walk around in my house till 9am then . . .out of my house. Reach my office, sit on my desk and had my breakfast. Keke. Oh ya, and starting work at 10 is good cos can avoid peak hours jam and crowds, don't have to squeeze with them on train and buses.

But you know what's most disgusting at my work place? THE TOILETS. THE LADIES. OMG. i really have no idea how the girls pee. Everytime i went in, there's urine on the toilet bowl. Why?? If that's a guy toilet then it's UNDERSTANDABLE. and it's really gross for me to use toilet paper to wipe em off. This is not the worse. The worst thing is there's BLOOD on the flloor and toilet bowl. . .Pads were not disposed properly and just PIAK on the bins. Really VERY IRRITATING. Sometimes i have stomachache, and i think my PI GU saw the disgusting stuffs, very turn off. So i end up no mood to shit. -.-. . . I believe the people are from *****. HINTs are, they usually talk very loud in public.

Anyway, i have been prawning with Dear and his friends for the last few weeks. We went to Pasir Ris Farmway 1, the prawn was huge but VERY difficult to prawn. The prawns are smart. Haha! The first time we went, prawn for 3 hours and both of us only caught 10 prawns. The second time was even worse, 3 prawns for 3 hours. $30 is charged for 3 hours, so...basically 1 prawn ish 10 bucks. Mwhaha...The third time was at Bishan, which is better, maybe the prawns are more retarded there, hurhur. At least we prawn for 3 hours and caught 17 prawns. Hehe, and we bbq the prawns there :]

Here Pasir Ris Farmway 1

Dear bought the smiley Mozzie patch for me, but then it was like useless cos i still kena lots of bites.. .hurhur

Bishan. Look at the eggs!!!

I saw this vintage Mickey and Minnie at Tampines 1, and i'm totally in love with it. (I'm a Mickey lover) And it's only left with the last pair, tsk tsk...so i brought them home and placed them on Dear's Cupboard.

Few days later, i saw this pair of bobble head at Action City, and they look exactly the same as the soft toy i've bought few days ago! And also, left with the last piece. I didn't buy them cos their head was scratched and the colour was faded. They cost $50 bucks :( So i went to Plaza Sing Outlet, Sold out. Bishan Outlet, Sold out. Vivo Outlet, Sold out & Bugis Outlet SOLD OUT. T.T CRY SIA. . . everywhere also out of stock. So Few days later, Dear happen to go to Causeway point, he went to look for it but was also sold out too. He saw Kiddy palace and he just went in to try his luck. MWHAHAHAHA!!! HE FOUND IT!!! and surprise me with this 2 lovely couple. Hehe..

Mr Aw is sleeping like a pig on my bed now ...hurhur

2009-05-14T23:54:00.004+08:00

I've decided to delete away all my past archives =]

It's May! And i'm gonna start everything new :)

Delete away all the unhappy posts and silly stuffs i've post about.

But not changing the blogskin cause it's someone who have help me with :)